Jessica Estelle

Filmmaker. Human. Black. Woman.

Nov 28

Courageous Monday

Morning all!

After having a series of crazy dreams last night, I would like you all to think about being COURAGEOUS…Without having to look it up in a thesaurus, figure out what you’re own meaning of COURAGEOUS is. However you take it, do something COURAGEOUS today. Start living your dream{s} instead of thinking about it….I think something COURAGEOUS I’ll do today is start a script that due in a week from scratch. It’s COURAGEOUS to me because I don’t really have time to write another 100 pages. But I cannot accomplish things that I don’t love. Have a wonderful, COURAGEOUS start of your week ;) 

 Here’s an amazing song for you to wake up in thi morning ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfQN_mfhxwc


Art as a Reflection on Life

Randomly started thinking about the everlasting headache of a damn question: “What the **** is all of this supposed to mean?”….As an artist, I started to think what art means to me truly. Then Google gave me a series of options. The link below is an interesting reading about art as a reflection of life. Yea, you’ve probably heard it before, but I just wanted to share!

http://www.independentsentinel.com/2011/08/art-serves-as-a-reflection-of-life-while-easing-the-pain-of-life/

Ok, time to get some beauty sleep. Gotta be rested to figured out more ways to change the world! Good night! ;)



Nov 27

Boys…Girls….Whelp, we all fuck up!

Ok…I usually do not talk about relationships….usually. However, tonight something sparked in me. Not because I’m in another one currently, but more so because everyone around me is HEARTBROKEN. 

Why!??!? 

Well, what people need to understand is that everyone has something called FLAWS. We all are HUMAN. Therefore, we are programmed to fuck up. We all want to be loved. But no one wants to do the work to love one back. It’s so sad. No one really knows what one will do to them. Every decision you make can be followed by chance. Just know one thing…THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. If someone does not want to be blessed with your presence, there’s nothing wrong with that. There’s so many people in the world, that it’s disgusting how much time to you can spend just thinking about one, unless they make you feel golden. I’ve done it before and the shit is not fun. People come into your life for different reasons. Let’s not fall into this equation anymore: “We’re always preparing to live but never live it.”

Just enjoy the moment because there’s so much more to life. Let’s love as hard as we can, dry our tears faster, smile more and laugh harder ;) 

Again, you all are beautiful just the way that you are! ;)

P.S Johnnie Campbell, thank you for staying up countless nights with me to talk about shit. ;) 


I love this man so much ;)


“Everyone wants to be loved. But no one wants to do the work to love someone back.
~Jessica Estelle~”

Last Perm….Spring 2010

Last Perm….Spring 2010


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