Jessica Estelle

New obsession: Caramel Macchiato Ice Cream….so...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 16:26:33 -0500

New obsession: Caramel Macchiato Ice Cream….so addicting!!!!!

On the set of my short Film, Black Pearl….love all of the...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 16:22:57 -0500

On the set of my short Film, Black Pearl….love all of the natural hair that we’re rocking ;)

Beautiful. poemajones: Meet Tokio Aoyama, my long time friend...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 16:20:42 -0500

Beautiful.

poemajones:

Meet Tokio Aoyama, my long time friend artist. Based in Tokio he picked up the love for HIPHOP (je weet zelf) which is reflected in his work, as seen above.

I have been asking him for years to come to Amsterdam and do show his work. But this year might be the year it happens.

Giggle Giggle!

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 16:18:08 -0500

Giggle Giggle!

This is how I effin feel! Senioritis :( So, I have been...

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 23:28:38 -0500

This is how I effin feel!

Senioritis :(

So, I have been trying to get out of the mindset of thinking that Columbia cannot teach me anymore than I already know. Everything that I do learn comes from practicing on set with my creative posse. I just think that after being a part of an institution for so long, I am seeing more of the kinks and see too much bullshit to care. I legit roll my eyes so many times in class.

Our screenwriting professors talk about having substance in our stories, yet they show us a short about some little broad trying to kill a damn puppy. If you really wanted to find a “message” in this short, you could talk about companionship. EVERYONE in the class is writing things that are a lot more sustantial. I’m just personally glad that I spoke up on that one particular day because {besides my body temperature getting hott!} but also because I just cannot handle feeling like I’m getting played. We’re not kids anymore. We’re filmmaking, attending this damn school to become BETTER filmmakers. I can say whatever because, shit I’m paying for my education. The only thing that I can thank the Film department for is a few staff that actually made a difference to me, even outside of the classroom. And finally these peopl helped me organize my creative madness.

In any case, I will stay strong for the rest ofthe semester….I just probably need a break.

Miss my lil cuz :(

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 00:01:33 -0500

Miss my lil cuz :(

“Always be yourself…unless you suck.” — Joss Whedon

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 15:21:14 -0500

“Always be yourself…unless you suck.” — Joss Whedon

Thursday Nov. 17th our random journey, making a political stance...

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 14:12:16 -0500

Thursday Nov. 17th our random journey, making a political stance with our peeps in the Chi ;)

Photo

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 13:59:21 -0500

Thanksgiving 2011 with best buddy and lil cuz...

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 13:55:44 -0500

Thanksgiving 2011 with best buddy and lil cuz ;)

can-bot:

Last Night:

dinner with my buddy, her cousin and cheap wine -______-

first night of “drinking”… I don’t remember everything, just the fact that I was dancing really slow to k-pop…

They told me I might be drunk. To prove them wrong, I stood up and did the Charleston, then slipped when I finished…

I promise I wasn’t drunk… just a little off, a little happy and a little warm… it was the food ^_^

…good times

except for the wine part… I had half a cup, and it was over… never again

Courageous Monday

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 12:16:00 -0500

Morning all!

After having a series of crazy dreams last night, I would like you all to think about being COURAGEOUS…Without having to look it up in a thesaurus, figure out what you’re own meaning of COURAGEOUS is. However you take it, do something COURAGEOUS today. Start living your dream{s} instead of thinking about it….I think something COURAGEOUS I’ll do today is start a script that due in a week from scratch. It’s COURAGEOUS to me because I don’t really have time to write another 100 pages. But I cannot accomplish things that I don’t love. Have a wonderful, COURAGEOUS start of your week ;)

Here’s an amazing song for you to wake up in thi morning ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfQN_mfhxwc

Art as a Reflection on Life

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 04:00:00 -0500

Randomly started thinking about the everlasting headache of a damn question: “What the **** is all of this supposed to mean?”….As an artist, I started to think what art means to me truly. Then Google gave me a series of options. The link below is an interesting reading about art as a reflection of life. Yea, you’ve probably heard it before, but I just wanted to share!

http://www.independentsentinel.com/2011/08/art-serves-as-a-reflection-of-life-while-easing-the-pain-of-life/

Ok, time to get some beauty sleep. Gotta be rested to figured out more ways to change the world! Good night! ;)

Interesting Letter from our Future Generation---Tyler Perry

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 00:39:00 -0500

http://www.thedailybeast.com/newsweek/2011/11/27/tyler-perry-s-open-letter-to-penn-state-11-year-old.html

Boys...Girls....Whelp, we all fuck up!

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 20:55:00 -0500

Ok…I usually do not talk about relationships….usually. However, tonight something sparked in me. Not because I’m in another one currently, but more so because everyone around me is HEARTBROKEN.

Why!??!?

Well, what people need to understand is that everyone has something called FLAWS. We all are HUMAN. Therefore, we are programmed to fuck up. We all want to be loved. But no one wants to do the work to love one back. It’s so sad. No one really knows what one will do to them. Every decision you make can be followed by chance. Just know one thing…THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU. If someone does not want to be blessed with your presence, there’s nothing wrong with that. There’s so many people in the world, that it’s disgusting how much time to you can spend just thinking about one, unless they make you feel golden. I’ve done it before and the shit is not fun. People come into your life for different reasons. Let’s not fall into this equation anymore: “We’re always preparing to live but never live it.”

Just enjoy the moment because there’s so much more to life. Let’s love as hard as we can, dry our tears faster, smile more and laugh harder ;)

Again, you all are beautiful just the way that you are! ;)

P.S Johnnie Campbell, thank you for staying up countless nights with me to talk about shit. ;)

I love this man so much ;)

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 20:26:46 -0500

I love this man so much ;)

"Everyone wants to be loved. But no one wants to do the work to love someone back. ~Jessica Estelle~"

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 20:24:35 -0500

“Everyone wants to be loved. But no one wants to do the work to love someone back.
~Jessica Estelle~”

Last Perm….Spring 2010

Sun, 27 Nov 2011 20:22:00 -0500

Last Perm….Spring 2010